Pray Him and Follow His Commands
Baba is within us in subtle form in our soul known as “Antarsakshi”, one who knows everything about us as a witness. He is within us in the form of self- illumination. He creates noble thoughts in our mind. We do not have that power or inner sight which can see Him in the form of light. Sometimes, we do experience Baba in our inner self out of the feeling of devotion and love but, we mostly imagine Baba in a mental form. We keep thinking of Baba’s photo, words and His works. Moving ahead step by step we can reach His true form, when we become egoless, have no more desires, become totally detached, and take control over negative qualities like lust, anger, hatred etc.
When our heart is pure and blemishless and mind is calm, then only Baba’s actual form can be experienced.
As the sky does not reflect on water when it is disturbed by waves, similarly, until mind is completely stilled and gets absorbed in the Atma, it is not possible to see Baba’s form in it. One has to strive really hard for this. Only the Sadguru can instruct about that path correctly. Therefore, one should continuously pray Him and follow the commands given by Him to the best of ones abilities.
We must pray to Baba that He should give us the capacity to discriminate the good from the bad, the power of judgment. We must pray to Him to take us from darkness towards light so that we are able to take just and right steps.
Source: Baba May I Answer by Dr. C B Satpathy